Inner Turmoil

Read: 1 Samuel 1:9-18

I ... have poured out my soul before the LORD. --- 1 Samuel 1:15

The Bible In One Year:
Numbers 34-36
Mark 9:30-50

Sometimes I feel as if I'm in a bad relationship --- with myself! Whenever Julie the writer starts a paragraph, Julie the editor interrupts. "No, no, no. Don't say it that way. Why are you always so negative?" Or "What makes you think you have anything worthwhile to say?"

Before I've completed a single thought, my alter ego has torn it to shreds. This is a very debilitating ritual. It's also common to the human condition.

Satan loves to distract us with criticism, and he tries to get us to use it on others as well as ourselves. We judge prematurely and try to correct others before we know what they're saying. That's what Eli the priest did when Hannah was crying to God. He interrupted her prayer and accused her of being drunk [1 Sam. 1:12-14].

But God lets us pour our hearts to Him in full honesty [Ps. 62:8]. In fact, the Psalms indicate that it is when we are expressing our doubts and fears that God resolves them. Many Psalms that begin in despair end in praise [22; 42; 60; 69; 73].

When a battle is raging inside, pour out your soul before the Lord [1 Sam. 1:15]. He can make sense out of what seems senseless. --- Julie Ackerman Link

When turmoil seems to hold full sway
And be the ruler of the days,
I'll open up my heart and find
That God with peace can ease my mind. --- Hess

PRAYER DOES NOT MAKE GOD SEE THINGS AS WE SEE THEM; IT HELPS US SEE THINGS AS GOD SEES THEM.